PAIN


I thought.
When i leave
Everything will change..
But nah
i dun think so
its just im leaving alone
and bringing the awful memory along
.
.
how can i leave those memory too?
so many
things....
...that could remind me.......
and it hurts
too much..
.
.
Tears wont fall..
maybe impossible
..i don't want to be seen as weak...
Wherever i am..
that person will be appearing
when im having a deep thought...
....why don't you leave
i keep getting mad ,,,,,,,,
every time you appeared..
here
.
.
Im still trying
to .......
let you go...
maybe later..
but i don't know when
i don't even know why i should know you.
and i should remember you
even though u hurt me every time i remember u
.
YOU ARE SUCH A PAIN
.
no..
its just me
hurting myself because of you..
ha,,ha,,ha,,

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