PAIN
I thought. When i leave Everything will change.. But nah i dun think so its just im leaving alone and bringing the awful memory along . . how can i leave those memory too? so many things.... ...that could remind me....... and it hurts too much.. . . Tears wont fall.. maybe impossible ..i don't want to be seen as weak... Wherever i am.. that person will be appearing when im having a deep thought... ....why don't you leave i keep getting mad ,,,,,,,, every time you appeared.. here . . Im still trying to ....... let you go... maybe later.. but i don't know when i don't even know why i should know you. and i should remember you even though u hurt me every time i remember u . YOU ARE SUCH A PAIN . no.. its just me hurting myself because of you.. ha,,ha,,ha,,