Neo's

I don't know how im feeling rn, its just something i dont know how to describe, Yes, im just being too much, Too much happiness and act like a shit, Everyone just did their shits again, thinking i dont have feeling, Oh my, Im not an angel that always being kind, Im a human too, Im not perfect, I have a heart that talk rubbish I have a mind that is planning for murder, and a fat body that love to sleep, why? I can't laugh? I can't talk? If you hate me just say it to my face, so it'll be easy to spit on yo face, I have lost my patience, In fasting month, im trying to stop cursing, but you make me want to curse again, so, stfu and go die.

Its something, I don't know, Having a flashback is fun, But also hurts, Remembering the important person in your past, But now? They are just stranger, Even if you met them somewhere, Both act like nothing, I missed you, The one that always play with me, Listen to my stupid jokes, Being nagged by me, I miss all of you, But i don't know. If, I still there in your heart, Or i'm just one of your past that being forgotten? haha, Its okay, Sure okay, I wasted my tears for you, Not really being appreciated, That will be one of the reason, Why, I hated my life.