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Lost

Imej
Bored.. I lost in my thought of everything.... I should sleep since i need to wake up early tmrw... geez.... I dont even know what am i thinking rn.... But i just can't stop thinking.... I've everything to stop thinking... Like Stalking? Reading fanfics? Listening to music... DUDEE... I know what should i do... Maybe i should sleep.. ._. The only choices left... Kekekeke.. My back already start aching bcs im sitting too long... Heh Before i stop,,, I wanted to apologies since my song are depressing but suddenly a hiphop song appears.. I like the song.. That's why... Sorry... Eh.. why should i... Its my blog..So i should everything i want... Nah...im trying to make your hearts aches.. lol.. Bye bye

Hope too much

Imej
Hello again and again......... Ready to read another stupidos story? Please read yea.... Heh . . . . . . . I am wondering.. Is this the right thing i do? Or i should stop? I kept showing the 'weird' self of me to that person. Im worried he will think i am like... em.. i dont know what is that thing in english But in Malay we call as "gedik" or maybe "menggedik" its just like.. flirty? maybe.. i dont know... Im not THAT TYPE OF PERSON... Im not flirty... I dont flirt to boys.. I dont do that Even once (i think) i haven't do that... Because i hate being flirty but i dont know if i did it without realise..... I just... Like to tease, kick,punch (not bully) my friends tho... they know my habits... I wont get mad but i'll just pinch them or slap their shoulder .... To control myself from getting mad. But maybe anyone who doesn't know me well... Think... I am a flirty... Nobody has said these to me.... But i just can f...

Tired

Imej
Troubled. My fault tho I wasn't trying my best Just being over-confident I just thought.. What have i done? Why is everyone hoping on me? I know Because im the eldest? Heh........... So funny. I have my way whatever you want to say.. Say it.. I accept... I will show you one day... No way i'll succeed everytime... Sometimes i failed too... Its not my intention to fail... You mad at me? Heh.. Go ahead.... I realised its my fault so......... just accept it... Its not like i failed everytime. Hmph...Whatever... Im tired enough to listen

Choices

Imej
Normal thought.. When emotion is affected by a sad song... I want to talk about that picture.. Its really really hurt..  정말 아파요.. But.. Why can't we just stop liking that person? Its about choices.. You can choose to be happy by forgetting that person.. But that is the most difficult things.. You also can choose.. Liking that person but that person doesnt love you back,, And get hurts.. I think you would still choose hurting yourself.. By liking that person.. Why? Because its normal.. we are human tho.. Is there any person that had no feeling or feelingless?? I dont think soo.. So, if you think you are hurts because of that person its soo wrong...It is youy choice... you must be thinking like why did i choose to hurts myself? and so on.. Whatever you think..And you choose... What is good for you.. Dont choose the wrong one or you will get hurt by yourself,, Dont put blame on the person you like (But that person is not liking you back) You have manyyyy choices.. Yo...

Game

Imej
Life is just like a video game. Every video game have its challenge to enter the next level.  Hello~ ^^ In our life there are soo many challenges given.We just need to be strong to go trough it. Wuu.. am i giving lecture tonight? hahaha lol no. Sometimes we're on the top but sometimes we can fall down Actually im just giving some strength to my dear self huhu. PT3 is around the corner. This week we're doing the Geography paper work or maybe assignment? huhu. Someone halpp.. T^T its so tiring to be very honest. To get a good marks i need to do it properly. After the geography assignment is done, i have history assignment to do and tomorrow i will get the question paper. Im so done. -_- Even you're on the highest place it's still easy for you to fall down. Be carefull. That is very very very very true. I dont know why why why why im being like this. I shouldnt be soo carefree after getting a good result ... my mid-year result make everything became uncon...

Randomm

Imej
(Leo is being N's clingy girlfriend LOL) Lately im busy with PT3 Geo assignment. Huhu.. its also a litte bit hard but whatever it is, its my job . :3 Btw i dont want to talk abt my assignment (since it is killing me from inside.)  Suddenly just now, i searched Neo's pic. Hahaha. Even tho most of the pic or gif N is the one who holds Leo but this gif that i shared with you steals my attention. Kekekeke. Its Leo holding N. Awh. He is being sooo clingy. He is so cute >< Neo is forever cute hehehehe. Since the first day i fall for vixx. I already shipped them bcs they're cute together as friend .  Beside of that, sometimes i think abt kururu (nickname that given to my .....) a few days ago, In my class behind My group seat is my boy classmate group seat.SO i sit behind them. When i was VERY busy talking and laughing like a mad person with my friends (LOL) so i dont know who sit behind meh.. When i heard recess bell i stood up to go to the canteen when i turne...

Lyn,Leo of Vixx - Blossom tears [[OBSESSED OMG]]

Imej
    Hello ~~ Hehehe AFter you've read the title i think you know that song right? Blossom tears sang by Lyn and Leo. Lately i've been obsessed with that song. [Even tho the song was released last year hoho] Act it is not bcs of the song. It is bcs of the mv. THE ACTING! Its was soooooo perf. And i love the story line. ((very much ))Btw i want to talk about the storyline awh.. -- Based on my observation (hahahalol) When Leo was drawing his dress design,( he's very hardworking) on his work table, His girlfriend felt boring so she went to Leo and sat beside him. She looked at Leo's design and added something. Suddenly She stood up and took the paper that Leo hold and start teasing Him. He smiled and played along but suddenly Leo remembered his ex-girlfriend before. He accidently pushed his girlfriend aside. When his girlfriend fell he felt sorry but he didnt know how to say sorry so he just sat on his chair. --- When Leo was away, She looked around Leo's house....

Hypocrite

Imej
New entry tonight. :) Guess what its all about hypocrite. I've read some tweet in da article just now abt Leo (zodiac ! Not my bias) I know we can't trust to those things. I just read these one tweet :" Leo's not hypocrite. They normally have two different personaities."  Em, well i think its true huhuhihu. Because im like that. (but it just based on MY thinking okay) Sometimes i'll be quite. really2 quite but sometimes i'll be very noisy and annoying (maybe.but really i think myself is annoying) At home i'll be quite but in certain time i'll be noisy af. But at the school im being VERY VERY NOISY AF. Only in the certain time i'll be quite.... Em.. But still im not a hypocrite. I didnt express my feelings well but still its just myself.BUT , I didnt show EVERYTHING to everyone. Well you know why. I cant express my feelings well. I dunno. Its hard for me to cry. Even tho everyone could cry bcs of that. Maybe its because i love to drink la...