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Fake

Imej
Fake, Okay look, There are many types of fake, Its too many till i can't list them, Act im lazy to do so, Once i laughed , Then instantly my smile fade, I felt annoyed, But its not because them, I suddenly felt it, i have mixed emotion, That me or myself dont even understand, But im not a hypocrite, I laughed and instantly mad, Im just like that, Im sad but i laughed, Sometimes, I look like an idiot, But im hurting inside, But im laughing outside, Sometimes i want to be alone, No reason, Its not like i hate everyone, nope, That feeling come so suddenly, Maybe it's the effect from my playlist, keep listening to those heartbreaking song, Mirror, Rainy Rainy, I Need U, Memory, Cold at night, Loser, If you, Error, Eternity, Reset, Rainy days, Goodbye my love and many more, sometimes, I want to cry but just can't, But im not fake, Im showing the true of myself, Recently it's showing a lot, Heh, i dont know why.. Don't even da...

Sorry

Imej
Sorry, yeah.. I liked you, And Im ugly, Maybe you are feeling embarrassed because of me, Im so sorry dude. I don't know why are you doing that, you walk passed me and only the fence became the wall between us, I glanced, And yeah of course i saw you, But then i started feeling nervous, Shit, I don't want it, How to get rid from you? I mean not to get rid, but stop giving hopes, I easily getting jealous, but i know you're not mine, Not even once i thought you're mine, It hurts a lot, You're giving me headaches, thinking about it everytime, and heart broken, when i think you like other girl, well, Im not that pretty, that you'll fall in love after looking at me for the first time, But , I don't want to be your lover or what, I just want to like you, Heh, its like i want to torture my self, But no, Im too ugly for you, hehe, yeah, Im sorry for liking you, really,really sorry, I didn't mean to do so. Bye, (Sorry be...

Chances.

Imej
Yo, Long time no see.. lel, broken english <><><><><><><><><><><><><><> Chances. If we did some trouble, People will forgive us, And give us another chance, You lied, People still give chance, They forgive you, But when they look at you, there are no guilty in your eyes, You keep playing them, With the chance you got, You make them hate you, one by one, They left you, You still doesn't feel guilty, you still didn't get your lesson, One day you will learn, someone will teach you, and you will regret, EVERYTHING you have done before. Still, if you lost people trust.. you will be in trouble, If you have problem, No one will lend their hand for you, so, please stop, for your future.