Fake

Fake,
Okay look,
There are many types of fake,
Its too many till i can't list them,
Act im lazy to do so,
Once i laughed ,
Then instantly my smile fade,
I felt annoyed,
But its not because them,
I suddenly felt it,
i have mixed emotion,
That me or myself dont even understand,
But im not a hypocrite,
I laughed and instantly mad,
Im just like that,
Im sad but i laughed,
Sometimes,
I look like an idiot,
But im hurting inside,
But im laughing outside,
Sometimes i want to be alone,
No reason,
Its not like i hate everyone,
nope,
That feeling come so suddenly,
Maybe it's the effect from my playlist,
keep listening to those heartbreaking song,
Mirror,
Rainy Rainy,
I Need U,
Memory,
Cold at night,
Loser,
If you,
Error,
Eternity,
Reset,
Rainy days,
Goodbye my love and many more,
sometimes,
I want to cry but just can't,
But im not fake,
Im showing the true of myself,
Recently it's showing a lot,
Heh, i dont know why..
Don't even dare to ask why,
Since i will keep the silence,
My playlist,
Is what i want to say,
But i can't,
geez,
Getting emotional again..
Not good.
Good Bye,