Love Is a Nightmare
LOVE IS A NIGHTMARE. (One-shot)
[[Leo/Taekwoon=Vixx
N/Hakyeon=Vixx
Nana=Orange caramel]]
[[Warning! Sorry for my broken english..Im just trying though...Enjoy!]]
Leo walks alone in the park. He has been hurt enough to love again. The girl he love so much has been cheating with him all the time. The one he trust was ying to him.
"Argh. I though this would never happen again.. Stop breaking my heart please.." Leo murmuring alone. He keeps rubbing his long neck.
"I wish Hakyeon is here..." he is murmuring again. Even though N is annoying,but for Leo,he is his bestfriend forever. With unplanned destination, he just walk were he want to. Suddeny he bump into a girl with a long hair. The girl keep bowing to him and apologizes. Leo just smile because of this girl behavior. After 10 times the girl bowing he just smile and nods slowly.
Leo walks without directions. He doesnt care where he will reach. Suddenly a cute puppy approach Leo. Leo quickly squat infront it. He keeps smilling while stroking the puppy. It has been a long time after the last time Leo can feel free like this. Leo hold the puppy and then he hugged it. He wants to bring it to his home but cant since he rarely stay at home. After 30 minutes playing with the puppy he let it go.But, when he walks, the puppy keeps following him. He has no choice, he hold the puppy and search for it owner.
While Leo is searching for the puppy owner, a girl that bump into him earlier approach him. Leo a little bit startled but quickly he smile to the girl.
"Urm.. Mr...." that girl is awkward.
" Just call me Leo.." Leo smilled. That girl with a simple outfit smilled back. Leo hearts racing.
"Urm Leo im Nana. Urm...thats..is..." Nana stuttered. Leo smilled again and then he give the puppy to Nana. Nana quickly take her puppy from Leo. She hugged it and then stroking it. Leo just smiled while look at her. Nana a little bit startled because of Leo sweet smile.
"Urm Leo where are you from? I have never seen you here before." Nana suddenly ask him. Leo look at his surrounding. Leo small eyes getting bigger. His hand keep scratching his head. 'Where am i? stupid me urgh,...!!' his heart whisper. He take his cellphone in his pocket and turn around with his cellphone. He stared at Nana. Nana become confused.
"Am I lost? Why there is no line here?" Leo whimpers. Nana smirks. Leo is lost.
"Erm. Nope. This is a village." Nana telling him directly. Leo startled. This is not what he is planning. He just want to take some fresh air but this happens.
But, he thinks this place is good enough to release stress. He has decided to stay here like two weeks or maybe longer.
"Erm..Nana, can i stay here for a few weeks?" Leo ask Nana. Nana nods.
"come let me show you my house..." Nana invites him to his house and he accept.They walks together will chatting about themselve. Nana just nodding when Leo tells her about his heartbreaking story and the reason why he is lost.
"Anyway what is your puppy name?" Leo ask Nana with a wide smile while looking at here puppy. Nana laugh slowly.
"It's Tiara.." Nana smiled after telling it. Leo also smilled while stroking the puppy.
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"Yeay, we have arrived... come in..." Nana invite Leo to enters her house.Leo shyly entered her house.
"Omma i bring someone here..." Nana shouts. After that a old woman come out from one of the rooms. The woman smiled at Leo.
"Aigoo Nana.. Who is this handsome guy??" She ask Nana. Leo keeps bowing shyly.
"He is lost omma. He is from the town." the old woman just nodding.
"And also. He wants to stay here..Is there any empty room omma?" Nana straight to the point. The old woman nodding again. Leo smile widely.
"Come..but do you have any clothes? To change tonight?" She asked Leo. Leo said no while rubbing his neck shyly.
"Ah its okay we have appa clothes right.." Nana interrupt. Her mothers nods.
"You can go rest right now.. or you want to take a stroll. Go ahead..Nana go show him.."
"Okay Omma!!Lets go Leo.." Nana pull Leo hand and bring him to take a stroll.
Nana bring Leo to a beautiful grass field. Leo mouth widely opens. He has never been to such beautiful place like this. This place is very calm. Leo feel very fresh. Nana suddenly pushed Leo from back. Leo startled for a while and then he glared at Nana. Nana laugh loudly at him. Leo become annoyed and then he chased Nana. Nana quickly run but unluckily, Nana mistep and then she fall. Leo also fall on her. Leo face become red because he is embarassed. He quickly stood up like nothing has happen. Nana just smiling shyly. Even this is their first meet, they feel like they have meet for a long time.
In the evening they come back home for dinner. Leo feel happy and free here. He doesnt need to think about works or anyone else. But, he forgot about something.
IN SEOUL
"Just where is he?! Doesnt call me at all?! " N is getting mad. Just because of Leo suddenly dissapearing. He keep pressing his phone to call Taekwoon. Suddenly N got an idea.
"I will call his girlfriend...Yes.." he starts calling Leo's ex girlfriend. Actually Leo doesnt tell anyone that he has broke up with her.
"Yobeseo.." the girl pick up the call. N eyes shining.
"Yah, its me Hakyeon.. Taekwoon bestfriend.." N just start the conversation informally because he is more older than her. Hakyeon heard someone sighing.
"He has broke up with me..." N startled. He clench his fist with an annoyed feelings. He rolled his eyes. 'WTFFFFF! HE DOESNT EVEN TELL ME!' N murmuring alone.
"Just like.. oh what he told me before was right. you're such a ungrateful woman! " he disconnect the call. He punch the wall with his fist.
"HOW CAN I SEARCH FOR HIM RIGHT NOW?! OH YOU TAEKWOON!!! YOU"RE SUCH A BASTARD!!!!!" N shouting alone. Right now he is really mad because he is sympathy to Leo. Leo always suffers in the end.
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After a weeks Leo staying at Nana's village, he is very happy in the same time he also fall in love with Nana but, he keeps refusing the feels because he doesnt want to get hurt again.Suddenly he remember about N. He starts panicking. He run towards the kitchen. Seems like Nana is cooking in the kitchen. He approach Nana with a panic face.
"Nana, i want to call my hyung in the town. Here doesnt have any phone huh?" he talks like a train.No fullstop. Nana laugh at him but stops after look at his cold face.
" Yes I have.. Wait.." Nana answers his questions. He feel relief. Nana go to her room and snatch his small cellphone. Nana a little bit shy because her cellphone is more cheap than Leo's.
"Thanks i want to call my hyung ..Chakaman.." he doesnt care about the cellphone the more important is his hyung.
"Tuttt tutttt..." his call was connected.
"Yoboseo..!! Hyung! Its me! Taekwoon!" Leo starts speaking loudly after N pick up the phone.
"Taekwoon ah! where you've been?!" N hearts relief a bit after hearing Leo's voice its mean Leo is safe.
"Actually i lost after walking alone because...."
"Her.." N interrupt him because he know Leo can't finish his words if it is about his Ex. Leo startled a bit. How weird. How can N knew about it before he tells him.
"How...how you..." Leo stuttered.
"Taekwoon ah i know how you are. Dont you remember we are Bestfriends? Okay right now tell me where are you tomorrow , i will fetch you from there." N straight forwardly. Leo a little bit sad because he need to leave the village earlier. Not really because of the village its because Nana actually. But Leo still tell N. After he done using Nana's cellphone, he go to the kitchen to return it to her but she is not there. Leo sneak into her room but she is not there too. He goes to their favourite grass field. From far, Leo saw Nana and he heard everything.
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"Leo need to leave me soon. Hum. This life is not fair. Im about to loving him and he need to leave me soon. I want to feel happy too. Dear God, please let him stay here more longer. Because ..." before Nana could complete her words, Leo interrupt.
"Because what?" He sit beside Nana. Nana mouth widely opens and then her cheek become pinkish because embarassed.
"Becauseee it is secret.. Kekekekekeke" Nana tried to change the topic by joking with Leo. Luckily Leo is into Nana's trap.
"Aish this kiddo.." He pinch Nana's nose. Nana slaps Leo softly and then she rubs her nose. Leo laugh loudly. Nana look at Leo. 'I wish i can see him again after this..' Nana suddenly whispers. Leo heard it. Leo stopped laughing and then he look at Nana. Nana shut her mouth. Leo approach Nana. He kissed Nana's cheeks and then his lips move towards Nana ears.
" I love you" Nana startled. She stood up and then she run to her house. This is what she wants but She only have a few month to live. She afraid she will broke Leo's heart. Suddenly while Nana is running, her head feel dizzy. Her eyes become blurry.
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"Nana! Nana! Are you okay? Nana!!" the last sentence Nana heard before everything is blank.
Nana feels like someone is splashing water at her. She open her eyes, and looks at her surroundings. There are many people besides her.
"Nana! Thanks god you finally awake after a few hours you're unconscious. Are you okay?" Leo suddenly spring forward to Nana. Nana smile with her pale lips. Leo face look very worried.
"Everyone since Nana has awake you can go home right now. Thanks for helping me." Nana's mother is thankful to everyone who did help Nana.
After everyone has went home, Leo is the one who take care Nana. He feeds Nana and do everything for Nana. At night even he is tired, he never stop doing things for Nana. Suddenly after Nana sleep, Leo fall asleep beside Nana. After a few hours, Nana is awake because her head hurts again but after she look at Leo who fall asleep beside her, she is touched. Before this no one want to do this except for her mother but now, the one she love is taking care of her. Its like dream become true. But after remembering her illness she cries. She doesnt have a longer life.
"Leo im sorry if i hurts you.. I dont mean to do that to you. I love you too.. "she whispers while she stroke Leo's back hair. Suddenly Leo moving and the he wake up. He look at Nana with a sleepy eyes.
"Im sorry because i fall asleep ..." Leo suddenly apologize. Nana just smile.
"No its okay.."
"Do you need anything?" Leo ask softly. Nana just moves her head means she doesnt needs anything. Leo smile and then he pats on Nana's pillow. He wants Nana go sleep again. Nana nods and then she lie down.Leo strokes Nana's hair and then he smiled. 'I hope you love me too' he whispers and then he sleep beside Nana because this is the last night he wil spend in Nana's house.
The next day, early in the morning, N arrives at Nana's house. Leo doesnt pack anything because he doesnt bring anything. Leo face is a little bit sad because he need to leave everything..there. Include Nana.
"Omoni thanks because you have take care my brother for a week.." N is bowing to everyone because he feel very thankful and happy but not for Leo. He just sit in the car without say anything to Nana or anyone. Nana just look at Leo from outside. She know Leo is sad. After N done greeting everyone, he enters the car. He look at Leo and then he pokes Leo.
"Just go ahead. You wont know if this is the last time you meet her.." N say to Leo. Leo staring at Nana and then he went out from the car. He approach Nana and then he hugs Nana tightly. 'I love you so much, you're my star i will see you again after a few month my dear' Leo whispers at Nana's ear. Suddenly Nana tears fall. She cries. After that Leo went in the car with a teary eyes.
" I hope we can meet again" Leo murmuring alone. N just keeps silent and start driving.
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Even Leo is at the town, he always keep in touch with Nana. Right now he is messaging with Nana. He is very happy and he also has forgot about his ex. N doesnt care about what he want to do but he want Leo to be happy.
'Nana, can i go to your village again? I miss the field...
-Leo-
'Ofcourse just come whenever you want..
i want to play at the river with you again!!
-Nana-
'Haha, okay Ms Nana! Erm Nana i need to leave..
For a few month we cant call or message..
because i went to europe because my bff
or maybe my N hyung is outstation.
He said he doesnt want to left me alone at home..
So, no choice for me..
-Leo-
'Oh reaally??? aigooo..
its okay.. After you come back from
europe, please cme here ok?
I miss you soo much :* hehehehe
>...<
-Nana-
'Aww.. Im touched okay Nana..
I will buy something for you, hehee
I miss you too my dearly Nanaaaa <3
-Leo-
"Hahaha ok Leo, i need to do something rn
before you departing tomorrow,
pls msg me. pls send me the most sweet sentence
bcs if ur away i cant read it. i promise
i will reply with the mostt sweet sentence.
bye ~~~
-Nana-
Ok, i will hehe..Bye tooo..
-Leo-
Leo smile alone after he send the last message to Nana. He feel like he is the most happy person in the world. He is smiling like crazy untill N also see it.
"Yah, stop daydreaming.." N awaken Leo from his dream. Leo give a glare at N and then he hits N head with the pillow in his hands.
"This you want right kekekekkeke." then he start running from N.
"Yah, stop wasting energy. tomorrow we need more energy okay.." N tries to throw Leo baits. Leo stop running and then he approach N.
"This is my boy................" When N hands is trying to stroke Leo's hair he suddenly realise, Leo is shorter than him. When he looks at Leo, Leo is bending his knee so he will be shorter than N. Leo smirks and then he runs. N clench his fist.
"JUNG TAEKWOON YOU ARE REALLY GONNA GET A HIT!!!!!" N starts chasing Leo.
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In the next day, like what he has prosmised to Nana, he send a very sweet message to Nana.
Dear Nana,
From the first time i saw you, my heart just falling for you.
I aways smiling when im with you.. I hope we can be together
forever. I love you my dear...
-Leo-
AFter he done sending his message, he doesnt put his phone off because he want to wait for Nana's reply. He keeps smiling when he read the message he sends to Nana. Actually he doesnt know how but, he just do it.
'ting ting ting~' Leo's phone ringing. He slides his phone lock screen happily.
Dear Leo,
Thanks for the sweet message. I hope you will
remeber this message forever. I love you even
we have known each other just like 1 weeks?
HAhaha.. First of all, you are the most romantic man
ever i met before. You are the only one who wants to
take care of me all day and night..Thank you
Leo for everyhting..i hope we can meet again
after this... bye..
-Nana-
Leo is smiling widely when he reads Nana's message. He is happy but he feel something suspicious about Nana's message. But he doesnt have anytime to think about it because he needs to departure right now.
"Bye Nana.. I miss you so much..." Leo whispers before he enters the aeroplane.
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After a few month in Europe, Leo never stops thinking about Nana. Before their departure to seoul, he request somthing from N.
"Hakyeon.. I want to go to Nana's village right away after we arrive."
"arra.. now just relax.. i also want to go there after you said that is the best place to release stress.." N just accepted it since he is too stressed about his work.
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After a few hours flying in the sky, Leo and N finally arrived at Incheon airport.Leo is very happy. He is very excited to meet Nana. He take out his cellphone and then he opens the contact.
"Assa~! " he tries to call Nana. But Nana doesnt answer his call. Leo feel weird. She never did that to him. But he try to think positive maybe Nana is at the field.
"Hyung faster i want to see Nana~~~" Leo suddenly whimpers to N. N just sigh.
"Just wait for a sec...we will go to the village okay.." N replies. How N talks, he is like keeping something from Leo.
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Before N went to the airport lobby,he went to the toilet. He asked Leo to wait at the lobby. Leo just nods.
"Neoreul nochigi sirheooo~~" his phone ringing. N take a look who is the caller.
"Oh its Nana.. Yoboseo??" N starts the conversation.
"you are Leo bestfriends right..." an older voice was talking. N thinks its might be Nana's omma.
"Nae omoni..why?"
"Actually..em..Nana is not here anymore. She is gone...I want to tell this to Leo but she said dont. She doesnt wnt Leo to worry about her and broke his heart... She said she loves Leo so much she aprreciate it.. She is very thankful and happy to meet someone like her. I wish you wont tell Leo that she is gone. I want Leo know by himself.." Nana's omma just straight to the point she doesnt want to keep it longer and then without say anything, N just disconnect the call. N's mouth widely open.Suddenly his eyes felt warm. A tears fall from his eyes. He ran towards the bathroom. He looked into the mirror and then he cried. 'Why is this happening to Leo?! Why not me?! Why?! I dont want he to suffer agaiin.. its hurting me too...' N hearts whispers. N kept punching the mirror. Suddenly he remembered about Leo at the lobby. He washed his face and tried to act like nothing has happened.
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"Leo, do you love Nana that much..?" N suddenly ask Leo. Leo do feels weird but then he smile.
"Of course..." Leo answer confidently. N sigh again. N doesnt know what to do if Leo knows about Nana's death. In the end he just smiled forcefully.
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After 45 minutes sitting in the cab, they finally arrived at Nana's village. Leo is very excited while N face is gwtting more sad and cold. He is afraid Leo will be frustrated after know about it.
"Hyung! Lets go to Nana's house!!" Leo say happily. N just nods slowly. He know Leo will cry so hard after know about it.
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Leo enters Nana's house. He feels weird. The house usually is noisy with Nana's voice.
"Nana? omoni? anyone here..." only Leo voice can be heard. Leo sneak into every room there is no one. WHen he sneaks at Nana rooms he feel weird. He go in and then he sit on Nana's bed. Suddenly he found an enevelopes with his name on it. without any thought, he open it.
Leo,
Im sorry i didnt tell you about my illness. I know when you read this letter,
Im not here anymore.. Im so sorry i didnt mean to keep this as secret but i just can't
tell you.. i doesnt want you torture yourself... i am very thankful that i met you.
Trust me Leo, there will be someone like me.. will be with you.. I am very sure..
Leo, Its not like i dislike you or else. I really love you actually.. i fall in love
with you since the first time we met .. do you remember? The day you lost? hehe
I .. i love you so much Jung Taekwoon. Wanna know how i know your full name?
GO ask your hyung.. hehe.. Good bye Jung Taekwoon.. I hope we will meet again..
Saranghae..
Leo feels like he want to tear the letters. He run out from Nana's house. He approach N and then he cry on N shoulder.
"Why... Why must her?! I..I.. cant accept all this.. " Leo murmuring on N shoulder. N just patting Leo's back without any words. Actually N also cry.
"I..I wish what she told me in this letter will be true... I only want her.. She is the one who will never cheat on me.. SHe's the one who will love me forever......................." Leo murmuring again. N could hear Leo is sobbing.
"If you want.. Let go back to seoul.." Leo just nods.
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At night in seoul, Leo hardly close his eyes. He keeps remembering Nana. Suddenly while he is dreaming, someone opened his room door. He quickly change his position. He look at the one who open the door. He knows her. Its Nana. Nana approach Leo and sit beside him. Leo is smiling. He has forgotten about Nana death that time because he saw the one he loves sit infront him. Leo strokes Nana hairs. Nana just sit there and smile.
"Nana.. I miss you so much..." Leo starts the conversation. Nana hands hold Leo's.She smile.
"I miss you too..i miss you soo much.. Im sorry Leo..I cant be with you...anymore....." Nana's body slowly dissapear. Leo starts panic. He tries to grab Nana hands but he failed. Nana just smile and keep waving at him.
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"No ! Nana! Please ! Dont go!!!" Leo suddenly shouting loudly. N who is sleeping in the next room also awaken with Leo voice. N enters Leo room. He tries to hold Leo.
"Taekwoon! Please stop shouting.. Taekwoon please wake up.." N slaps Leo face softly to wake him up. Leo tries to open his eyes. when he open his eyes, he look at his surrounding. Only N is there. He grabs N hand. His eyes become watery.
"Where is she Hakyeon? Why she left me alone........ " Leo starts whimpering again. N patting Leo's back slowly.
"Thats why i told you before Leo.. Love..is a nightmare.."
xxENDxx
[[Leo/Taekwoon=Vixx
N/Hakyeon=Vixx
Nana=Orange caramel]]
[[Warning! Sorry for my broken english..Im just trying though...Enjoy!]]
Leo walks alone in the park. He has been hurt enough to love again. The girl he love so much has been cheating with him all the time. The one he trust was ying to him.
"Argh. I though this would never happen again.. Stop breaking my heart please.." Leo murmuring alone. He keeps rubbing his long neck.
"I wish Hakyeon is here..." he is murmuring again. Even though N is annoying,but for Leo,he is his bestfriend forever. With unplanned destination, he just walk were he want to. Suddeny he bump into a girl with a long hair. The girl keep bowing to him and apologizes. Leo just smile because of this girl behavior. After 10 times the girl bowing he just smile and nods slowly.
Leo walks without directions. He doesnt care where he will reach. Suddenly a cute puppy approach Leo. Leo quickly squat infront it. He keeps smilling while stroking the puppy. It has been a long time after the last time Leo can feel free like this. Leo hold the puppy and then he hugged it. He wants to bring it to his home but cant since he rarely stay at home. After 30 minutes playing with the puppy he let it go.But, when he walks, the puppy keeps following him. He has no choice, he hold the puppy and search for it owner.
While Leo is searching for the puppy owner, a girl that bump into him earlier approach him. Leo a little bit startled but quickly he smile to the girl.
"Urm.. Mr...." that girl is awkward.
" Just call me Leo.." Leo smilled. That girl with a simple outfit smilled back. Leo hearts racing.
"Urm Leo im Nana. Urm...thats..is..." Nana stuttered. Leo smilled again and then he give the puppy to Nana. Nana quickly take her puppy from Leo. She hugged it and then stroking it. Leo just smiled while look at her. Nana a little bit startled because of Leo sweet smile.
"Urm Leo where are you from? I have never seen you here before." Nana suddenly ask him. Leo look at his surrounding. Leo small eyes getting bigger. His hand keep scratching his head. 'Where am i? stupid me urgh,...!!' his heart whisper. He take his cellphone in his pocket and turn around with his cellphone. He stared at Nana. Nana become confused.
"Am I lost? Why there is no line here?" Leo whimpers. Nana smirks. Leo is lost.
"Erm. Nope. This is a village." Nana telling him directly. Leo startled. This is not what he is planning. He just want to take some fresh air but this happens.
But, he thinks this place is good enough to release stress. He has decided to stay here like two weeks or maybe longer.
"Erm..Nana, can i stay here for a few weeks?" Leo ask Nana. Nana nods.
"come let me show you my house..." Nana invites him to his house and he accept.They walks together will chatting about themselve. Nana just nodding when Leo tells her about his heartbreaking story and the reason why he is lost.
"Anyway what is your puppy name?" Leo ask Nana with a wide smile while looking at here puppy. Nana laugh slowly.
"It's Tiara.." Nana smiled after telling it. Leo also smilled while stroking the puppy.
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"Yeay, we have arrived... come in..." Nana invite Leo to enters her house.Leo shyly entered her house.
"Omma i bring someone here..." Nana shouts. After that a old woman come out from one of the rooms. The woman smiled at Leo.
"Aigoo Nana.. Who is this handsome guy??" She ask Nana. Leo keeps bowing shyly.
"He is lost omma. He is from the town." the old woman just nodding.
"And also. He wants to stay here..Is there any empty room omma?" Nana straight to the point. The old woman nodding again. Leo smile widely.
"Come..but do you have any clothes? To change tonight?" She asked Leo. Leo said no while rubbing his neck shyly.
"Ah its okay we have appa clothes right.." Nana interrupt. Her mothers nods.
"You can go rest right now.. or you want to take a stroll. Go ahead..Nana go show him.."
"Okay Omma!!Lets go Leo.." Nana pull Leo hand and bring him to take a stroll.
Nana bring Leo to a beautiful grass field. Leo mouth widely opens. He has never been to such beautiful place like this. This place is very calm. Leo feel very fresh. Nana suddenly pushed Leo from back. Leo startled for a while and then he glared at Nana. Nana laugh loudly at him. Leo become annoyed and then he chased Nana. Nana quickly run but unluckily, Nana mistep and then she fall. Leo also fall on her. Leo face become red because he is embarassed. He quickly stood up like nothing has happen. Nana just smiling shyly. Even this is their first meet, they feel like they have meet for a long time.
In the evening they come back home for dinner. Leo feel happy and free here. He doesnt need to think about works or anyone else. But, he forgot about something.
IN SEOUL
"Just where is he?! Doesnt call me at all?! " N is getting mad. Just because of Leo suddenly dissapearing. He keep pressing his phone to call Taekwoon. Suddenly N got an idea.
"I will call his girlfriend...Yes.." he starts calling Leo's ex girlfriend. Actually Leo doesnt tell anyone that he has broke up with her.
"Yobeseo.." the girl pick up the call. N eyes shining.
"Yah, its me Hakyeon.. Taekwoon bestfriend.." N just start the conversation informally because he is more older than her. Hakyeon heard someone sighing.
"He has broke up with me..." N startled. He clench his fist with an annoyed feelings. He rolled his eyes. 'WTFFFFF! HE DOESNT EVEN TELL ME!' N murmuring alone.
"Just like.. oh what he told me before was right. you're such a ungrateful woman! " he disconnect the call. He punch the wall with his fist.
"HOW CAN I SEARCH FOR HIM RIGHT NOW?! OH YOU TAEKWOON!!! YOU"RE SUCH A BASTARD!!!!!" N shouting alone. Right now he is really mad because he is sympathy to Leo. Leo always suffers in the end.
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After a weeks Leo staying at Nana's village, he is very happy in the same time he also fall in love with Nana but, he keeps refusing the feels because he doesnt want to get hurt again.Suddenly he remember about N. He starts panicking. He run towards the kitchen. Seems like Nana is cooking in the kitchen. He approach Nana with a panic face.
"Nana, i want to call my hyung in the town. Here doesnt have any phone huh?" he talks like a train.No fullstop. Nana laugh at him but stops after look at his cold face.
" Yes I have.. Wait.." Nana answers his questions. He feel relief. Nana go to her room and snatch his small cellphone. Nana a little bit shy because her cellphone is more cheap than Leo's.
"Thanks i want to call my hyung ..Chakaman.." he doesnt care about the cellphone the more important is his hyung.
"Tuttt tutttt..." his call was connected.
"Yoboseo..!! Hyung! Its me! Taekwoon!" Leo starts speaking loudly after N pick up the phone.
"Taekwoon ah! where you've been?!" N hearts relief a bit after hearing Leo's voice its mean Leo is safe.
"Actually i lost after walking alone because...."
"Her.." N interrupt him because he know Leo can't finish his words if it is about his Ex. Leo startled a bit. How weird. How can N knew about it before he tells him.
"How...how you..." Leo stuttered.
"Taekwoon ah i know how you are. Dont you remember we are Bestfriends? Okay right now tell me where are you tomorrow , i will fetch you from there." N straight forwardly. Leo a little bit sad because he need to leave the village earlier. Not really because of the village its because Nana actually. But Leo still tell N. After he done using Nana's cellphone, he go to the kitchen to return it to her but she is not there. Leo sneak into her room but she is not there too. He goes to their favourite grass field. From far, Leo saw Nana and he heard everything.
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"Leo need to leave me soon. Hum. This life is not fair. Im about to loving him and he need to leave me soon. I want to feel happy too. Dear God, please let him stay here more longer. Because ..." before Nana could complete her words, Leo interrupt.
"Because what?" He sit beside Nana. Nana mouth widely opens and then her cheek become pinkish because embarassed.
"Becauseee it is secret.. Kekekekekeke" Nana tried to change the topic by joking with Leo. Luckily Leo is into Nana's trap.
"Aish this kiddo.." He pinch Nana's nose. Nana slaps Leo softly and then she rubs her nose. Leo laugh loudly. Nana look at Leo. 'I wish i can see him again after this..' Nana suddenly whispers. Leo heard it. Leo stopped laughing and then he look at Nana. Nana shut her mouth. Leo approach Nana. He kissed Nana's cheeks and then his lips move towards Nana ears.
" I love you" Nana startled. She stood up and then she run to her house. This is what she wants but She only have a few month to live. She afraid she will broke Leo's heart. Suddenly while Nana is running, her head feel dizzy. Her eyes become blurry.
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"Nana! Nana! Are you okay? Nana!!" the last sentence Nana heard before everything is blank.
Nana feels like someone is splashing water at her. She open her eyes, and looks at her surroundings. There are many people besides her.
"Nana! Thanks god you finally awake after a few hours you're unconscious. Are you okay?" Leo suddenly spring forward to Nana. Nana smile with her pale lips. Leo face look very worried.
"Everyone since Nana has awake you can go home right now. Thanks for helping me." Nana's mother is thankful to everyone who did help Nana.
After everyone has went home, Leo is the one who take care Nana. He feeds Nana and do everything for Nana. At night even he is tired, he never stop doing things for Nana. Suddenly after Nana sleep, Leo fall asleep beside Nana. After a few hours, Nana is awake because her head hurts again but after she look at Leo who fall asleep beside her, she is touched. Before this no one want to do this except for her mother but now, the one she love is taking care of her. Its like dream become true. But after remembering her illness she cries. She doesnt have a longer life.
"Leo im sorry if i hurts you.. I dont mean to do that to you. I love you too.. "she whispers while she stroke Leo's back hair. Suddenly Leo moving and the he wake up. He look at Nana with a sleepy eyes.
"Im sorry because i fall asleep ..." Leo suddenly apologize. Nana just smile.
"No its okay.."
"Do you need anything?" Leo ask softly. Nana just moves her head means she doesnt needs anything. Leo smile and then he pats on Nana's pillow. He wants Nana go sleep again. Nana nods and then she lie down.Leo strokes Nana's hair and then he smiled. 'I hope you love me too' he whispers and then he sleep beside Nana because this is the last night he wil spend in Nana's house.
The next day, early in the morning, N arrives at Nana's house. Leo doesnt pack anything because he doesnt bring anything. Leo face is a little bit sad because he need to leave everything..there. Include Nana.
"Omoni thanks because you have take care my brother for a week.." N is bowing to everyone because he feel very thankful and happy but not for Leo. He just sit in the car without say anything to Nana or anyone. Nana just look at Leo from outside. She know Leo is sad. After N done greeting everyone, he enters the car. He look at Leo and then he pokes Leo.
"Just go ahead. You wont know if this is the last time you meet her.." N say to Leo. Leo staring at Nana and then he went out from the car. He approach Nana and then he hugs Nana tightly. 'I love you so much, you're my star i will see you again after a few month my dear' Leo whispers at Nana's ear. Suddenly Nana tears fall. She cries. After that Leo went in the car with a teary eyes.
" I hope we can meet again" Leo murmuring alone. N just keeps silent and start driving.
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Even Leo is at the town, he always keep in touch with Nana. Right now he is messaging with Nana. He is very happy and he also has forgot about his ex. N doesnt care about what he want to do but he want Leo to be happy.
'Nana, can i go to your village again? I miss the field...
-Leo-
'Ofcourse just come whenever you want..
i want to play at the river with you again!!
-Nana-
'Haha, okay Ms Nana! Erm Nana i need to leave..
For a few month we cant call or message..
because i went to europe because my bff
or maybe my N hyung is outstation.
He said he doesnt want to left me alone at home..
So, no choice for me..
-Leo-
'Oh reaally??? aigooo..
its okay.. After you come back from
europe, please cme here ok?
I miss you soo much :* hehehehe
>...<
-Nana-
'Aww.. Im touched okay Nana..
I will buy something for you, hehee
I miss you too my dearly Nanaaaa <3
-Leo-
"Hahaha ok Leo, i need to do something rn
before you departing tomorrow,
pls msg me. pls send me the most sweet sentence
bcs if ur away i cant read it. i promise
i will reply with the mostt sweet sentence.
bye ~~~
-Nana-
Ok, i will hehe..Bye tooo..
-Leo-
Leo smile alone after he send the last message to Nana. He feel like he is the most happy person in the world. He is smiling like crazy untill N also see it.
"Yah, stop daydreaming.." N awaken Leo from his dream. Leo give a glare at N and then he hits N head with the pillow in his hands.
"This you want right kekekekkeke." then he start running from N.
"Yah, stop wasting energy. tomorrow we need more energy okay.." N tries to throw Leo baits. Leo stop running and then he approach N.
"This is my boy................" When N hands is trying to stroke Leo's hair he suddenly realise, Leo is shorter than him. When he looks at Leo, Leo is bending his knee so he will be shorter than N. Leo smirks and then he runs. N clench his fist.
"JUNG TAEKWOON YOU ARE REALLY GONNA GET A HIT!!!!!" N starts chasing Leo.
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In the next day, like what he has prosmised to Nana, he send a very sweet message to Nana.
Dear Nana,
From the first time i saw you, my heart just falling for you.
I aways smiling when im with you.. I hope we can be together
forever. I love you my dear...
-Leo-
AFter he done sending his message, he doesnt put his phone off because he want to wait for Nana's reply. He keeps smiling when he read the message he sends to Nana. Actually he doesnt know how but, he just do it.
'ting ting ting~' Leo's phone ringing. He slides his phone lock screen happily.
Dear Leo,
Thanks for the sweet message. I hope you will
remeber this message forever. I love you even
we have known each other just like 1 weeks?
HAhaha.. First of all, you are the most romantic man
ever i met before. You are the only one who wants to
take care of me all day and night..Thank you
Leo for everyhting..i hope we can meet again
after this... bye..
-Nana-
Leo is smiling widely when he reads Nana's message. He is happy but he feel something suspicious about Nana's message. But he doesnt have anytime to think about it because he needs to departure right now.
"Bye Nana.. I miss you so much..." Leo whispers before he enters the aeroplane.
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After a few month in Europe, Leo never stops thinking about Nana. Before their departure to seoul, he request somthing from N.
"Hakyeon.. I want to go to Nana's village right away after we arrive."
"arra.. now just relax.. i also want to go there after you said that is the best place to release stress.." N just accepted it since he is too stressed about his work.
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After a few hours flying in the sky, Leo and N finally arrived at Incheon airport.Leo is very happy. He is very excited to meet Nana. He take out his cellphone and then he opens the contact.
"Assa~! " he tries to call Nana. But Nana doesnt answer his call. Leo feel weird. She never did that to him. But he try to think positive maybe Nana is at the field.
"Hyung faster i want to see Nana~~~" Leo suddenly whimpers to N. N just sigh.
"Just wait for a sec...we will go to the village okay.." N replies. How N talks, he is like keeping something from Leo.
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Before N went to the airport lobby,he went to the toilet. He asked Leo to wait at the lobby. Leo just nods.
"Neoreul nochigi sirheooo~~" his phone ringing. N take a look who is the caller.
"Oh its Nana.. Yoboseo??" N starts the conversation.
"you are Leo bestfriends right..." an older voice was talking. N thinks its might be Nana's omma.
"Nae omoni..why?"
"Actually..em..Nana is not here anymore. She is gone...I want to tell this to Leo but she said dont. She doesnt wnt Leo to worry about her and broke his heart... She said she loves Leo so much she aprreciate it.. She is very thankful and happy to meet someone like her. I wish you wont tell Leo that she is gone. I want Leo know by himself.." Nana's omma just straight to the point she doesnt want to keep it longer and then without say anything, N just disconnect the call. N's mouth widely open.Suddenly his eyes felt warm. A tears fall from his eyes. He ran towards the bathroom. He looked into the mirror and then he cried. 'Why is this happening to Leo?! Why not me?! Why?! I dont want he to suffer agaiin.. its hurting me too...' N hearts whispers. N kept punching the mirror. Suddenly he remembered about Leo at the lobby. He washed his face and tried to act like nothing has happened.
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"Leo, do you love Nana that much..?" N suddenly ask Leo. Leo do feels weird but then he smile.
"Of course..." Leo answer confidently. N sigh again. N doesnt know what to do if Leo knows about Nana's death. In the end he just smiled forcefully.
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After 45 minutes sitting in the cab, they finally arrived at Nana's village. Leo is very excited while N face is gwtting more sad and cold. He is afraid Leo will be frustrated after know about it.
"Hyung! Lets go to Nana's house!!" Leo say happily. N just nods slowly. He know Leo will cry so hard after know about it.
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Leo enters Nana's house. He feels weird. The house usually is noisy with Nana's voice.
"Nana? omoni? anyone here..." only Leo voice can be heard. Leo sneak into every room there is no one. WHen he sneaks at Nana rooms he feel weird. He go in and then he sit on Nana's bed. Suddenly he found an enevelopes with his name on it. without any thought, he open it.
Leo,
Im sorry i didnt tell you about my illness. I know when you read this letter,
Im not here anymore.. Im so sorry i didnt mean to keep this as secret but i just can't
tell you.. i doesnt want you torture yourself... i am very thankful that i met you.
Trust me Leo, there will be someone like me.. will be with you.. I am very sure..
Leo, Its not like i dislike you or else. I really love you actually.. i fall in love
with you since the first time we met .. do you remember? The day you lost? hehe
I .. i love you so much Jung Taekwoon. Wanna know how i know your full name?
GO ask your hyung.. hehe.. Good bye Jung Taekwoon.. I hope we will meet again..
Saranghae..
Leo feels like he want to tear the letters. He run out from Nana's house. He approach N and then he cry on N shoulder.
"Why... Why must her?! I..I.. cant accept all this.. " Leo murmuring on N shoulder. N just patting Leo's back without any words. Actually N also cry.
"I..I wish what she told me in this letter will be true... I only want her.. She is the one who will never cheat on me.. SHe's the one who will love me forever......................." Leo murmuring again. N could hear Leo is sobbing.
"If you want.. Let go back to seoul.." Leo just nods.
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At night in seoul, Leo hardly close his eyes. He keeps remembering Nana. Suddenly while he is dreaming, someone opened his room door. He quickly change his position. He look at the one who open the door. He knows her. Its Nana. Nana approach Leo and sit beside him. Leo is smiling. He has forgotten about Nana death that time because he saw the one he loves sit infront him. Leo strokes Nana hairs. Nana just sit there and smile.
"Nana.. I miss you so much..." Leo starts the conversation. Nana hands hold Leo's.She smile.
"I miss you too..i miss you soo much.. Im sorry Leo..I cant be with you...anymore....." Nana's body slowly dissapear. Leo starts panic. He tries to grab Nana hands but he failed. Nana just smile and keep waving at him.
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"No ! Nana! Please ! Dont go!!!" Leo suddenly shouting loudly. N who is sleeping in the next room also awaken with Leo voice. N enters Leo room. He tries to hold Leo.
"Taekwoon! Please stop shouting.. Taekwoon please wake up.." N slaps Leo face softly to wake him up. Leo tries to open his eyes. when he open his eyes, he look at his surrounding. Only N is there. He grabs N hand. His eyes become watery.
"Where is she Hakyeon? Why she left me alone........ " Leo starts whimpering again. N patting Leo's back slowly.
"Thats why i told you before Leo.. Love..is a nightmare.."
xxENDxx
Ulasan